Never thought that my 32nd birthday could be so exciting. I must say that this was the first time that so many people remembered the date and wished me. Never mind about the medium used lah... there were SMSes, emails, YM messages, MSN messages, phone calls and even some came personally to me to wish.

 

This was also the first time that Mr. Hubby wished me Happy Birthday early in the morning. There was a year when he only wished me when were about to go to bed (that must be around 11.30pm!). There was even once when he totally forgotten (so I demanded an expensive gift afterwards). Sometimes, I even had to remind him that it was my birthday. *Sigh* Birthdate is just a combination of numbers, if guys are so good at Maths and Physics, then why is it so difficult to remember birthdates???

 

So, to all friends and acquintances who wished me Happy Birthday, I thank you all for the thought and of course your time. I know each of us lives hectic life, always on the go. Chasing time, chasing money. So, thank you again for remaining friends.

Last week I had hair fall problem, now today I'm having eye lashes falling on my face. There were two this morning, then one after lunch. I'm wondering whether anybody's been missing me lately. According to my late grandma, if you eyelashes fall that means somebody's missing you.... how sweet.

I'm still trying to figure out who the person is, I've called my husband, my old friends, my brothers... they sound normal (read: not missing me hahahahah). Suddenly it made me so excited, thinking that somewhere in this world there's someone thinking about me, longing to be with me... missing me terribly. Wow, have I been so ignorant to people that actually really cared about me? Hmmmm... maybe...

This person (whoever she/he might be) must be somebody that I haven't thought of in a while (that's why I didn't call her/him). Or, probably I don't have her/his number anymore. Well, that will narrow down my search. The person  must be a 'he', and he must have been one of my exes or someone I used to date for some time, then dumped him once he became clingy... hahahahah. Noooo.... I don't think any of those guys would still be thinking of me.

Well, never mind. I'm not gonna let this unsolved mystery bother my today. So, to whoever that's missing me, trust me... I care for you too (if I know who you are)... and if you really miss me, give me a call lah wey! My phone got 3G, can always have Video call.

I could feel that my joints ache, my veins are narrowing, my nights are short, my days are too long, driving to the office is dreadful, I felt crappy all day long...

I wish I'm elsewhere, waking up to the birds chirping, breathing clean, fresh mountain air after getting 12 hours of undisturbed sleep. Then, when I finally woke up, I'd realise that actually I don't have to be up, I could always

go back curling underneath the sheets and dream away.

God, I need a long holiday.